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i love my dad, one part of him
the one who’s nice and caring
the other dad, that comes home late
i’m frightened of, but this one is fake

i don’t know how to feel
which one – is real

everytime the one dad appears
it hurts, inside and outside
but the next day he just disappeard
so it is clear, he is not real

but real are the bruises, i can feel
all over me, all over my body
and the tear-stained eyes of mum
the fear in here eyes – not gone

i don’t understand completely
but i observed one thing, for sure
that my bad dad t exists at night
my good dad just exists at daylight

my mother often tells me
to be quiet , to stay in my room
i try to sleep but i’m not able to
(cause) she yells and cries and afterwards

my dad often comes in my room
and shouts at me, he sounds so different
my mother tries to hinder him
my mother tries to hinder him

but in the end..
the both of us...
are in pain and in silence
till today ...

and it repeats...
again and again
day after day, week after week
until today...

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clutch at straws Vienna, Austria

emotional screamo/hc from austria

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