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lyrics

i know it’s not your fault
but sometimes it is hard
just not to get angry
not to get mad

cause it’s so disappointing
it hurts too much
when you look into my eyes
but you don’t recognise (me)

it took time to realise,
that your mind disappears
at first i declined
now i start to fear

i am living with you
you deny that you do
you think you don’t live with me, you think you do not belong
in this house but you’re wrong

i am alone
you are with me, but you are not
i’m by my own

i feel alone
you are with me, your self is gone
i’m by my own

i feel alone
your body’s here, your mind is not
i’m by my own

i feel alone
i am with you, with all my heart
but you are not

i know you’re not to blame
and that you’re suffering too
but i can’t just pretend
that nothing has changed

you’re a stranger to me
as i am to you
but the difference is, i remember
what we went through

we spend our whole lives together
i am your wife, i will be your wife (forever)
we had hard times (together)
so many moments together (in my memory forever)

and it’s still in my head
but in your head it’s not
that’s why sometimes i have the feeling
that i made everything up

how can a person forget
everything that he did

every person he met
every feeling he felt

there’s just so much you are
that exists cause of you

and you are - the only one
who does not know

anyting about your life
anything - about yourself
and me

anyting about this/his life
anything - about yourself/himself
and me

he is / seems alive, what does that mean?
not really here, but inbetween
there’s no connection to anything
i’d wish to have him back again

just for one moment, for one second
to look into his eyes again
to tell hm what i failed to say
when he was with me, when he was

he was alive, what does that mean?
could i have told him, all the things
when he was here, he was with us
but now he’s gone, i’m by my own

with all the guilt
and all my thoughts
unspoken words
will stay untold

so long with me
now, forever gone
unspoken words
will stay untold

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from do stories shape our reality, or does reality define our stories?, released May 27, 2022

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